So yesterday was a wash. The pain subsided, I took a shower and ran out of spoons, I only have so many after all. (Google the spoon theory if you don’t understand that term). Showered and petered out quickly. I was out of breath, dizzy and weak.
I didn’t have the strength to go to the store with my DH. It’s ok he’s a good egg and didn’t mind going alone. So the day was a loss. I did nothing. Not out of laziness but because of pure fatigue and vertigo.
I wrote another blog about cheating on a spouse that suffers with a chronic illness. I ask my hubby to read it. I ask what he thought he say’s “it’s good. I just think you put a lot of personal information in your blogs”.
Then he say’s “ this last blog may lead people to think I’m cheating on you”. I laughed and said “honey anyone that knows me, knows if that was about us you’d be dead and I’d be in jail and unable to write my blog.” I went on to say “ this is a serious thing that people with chronic illness worry about and actually go through”.
The whole reason for this blog is to touch on the things a lot of people go through and no one talks about. I’ve long stopped worrying about popular opinion. I’m willing to say what everyone else is thinking, but afraid to say. I put a lot of personal info as well as concerns we MSer’s worry about into this blog, I do this so other MSer’s realize they’re not alone in what they go through.
Today’s another day and is starting out much better. I’m thankful, I took the time yesterday to recharge and it helped. Life is good even with a chronic illness. Happy Sunday folks hope you enjoyed today’s entry. Feel free to share any of my blogs.